Welp... I have done it AGAIN !!!

As much effort as i put into this ( at least as much as i think i do)
it doesnt HAPPEN :(
I think i set myself up for failure trying to do one of these once a week
SOOOO.. Once a month ! yes, once a month is for sure doable :) i think :)?!
Working on a new one now .. will post soon ! Thanks for being patient !